Time: 0121pm
Date: 18 May 2007



Haiz...
Yesterday really had a tired n hahaha time with Lis...
Well...We walked from Suntec to Singapore River and took pics...
Nothing to do anyway...So boring...Before that we walked at the mall like Marina and Suntec...
Nothing to do and we had a nice time chit chatting interviews at the Starbucks...
Hahahaha...
Very funny...My all time favourite...Starbucks...
Well...So far my Life is great but just worrying whetehr I can go to India because my fren is geeting married there a few months...Maybe if not Singapore then it's India...
Haiz.....Later will be meeting my close cousin - Sofy...
She want to use my comp and to net for a while...
So before meeting her, I want to do some workout then rest and then meet her at Jurong East Interchange there...
Btw, okla...
Just missing some frens...Wonder what happen to them...
No news and bla bla bla...Hopefully, they all are fine...
Okla...
Till here then...
Take Care All...
SaLaam

Time: 1000pm
Date: 16 May 2007



SaLaam E Ishq...

Let your heart decide whatever it wants to decide...But ur mind strecth out wide...
Free from all typicals questions and answers...
Let it free from those ties...
Get some good rest and a nice sleep and always remember...
Main Hoon Na...


Take Care...
SaLaam
Rabia

Time: 0229pm
Date: 15 May 2007




Ya ALLAH...
I don't know why...My Life is like this...Isit I deserve to get by this way or is this the journey which I have to past before getting to where I would always want to be...???
1 day, there will always be pain in me...
What's this pain is all about...???
What's the good behind this after all this pain...???
Sometimes, just to bare with it...I fell sick last 2 days...Was feeling better the previous day then today...I'm unwell again...
From physical sometimes to heart and then to my own self.....
Ya ALLAH...I know YOU knows everything , why it happened...For what reason...
But I will still try to be patience...Because this is what u Destiny for me...
I believe, sometimes, to get things which u want in Life will take time...
Either, u have to past through a journey which will make u lose a breathe...Or sometimes, it's just ur hard work, truhtful, good deeds make u success...Patience I believe is in everything...Alittle or more...
What to do...This is My Life...
No point of ending ur Life with a stupid thing...U just have to let go and keep on moving...From there, think and decide...What's there to ignore or prove...
Why it happen...What's the reason...
I'm tired...
I'm tired of all and everything...
But thanks to ALLAH, I still have one friend...A friend who is like a sister to me...
Malisah...
I love u Lisa...
Promise me we gonna be together always...Just missing Vani...
Have to understand her...She herself have her family problem and her own...
Her only thing which hardly contact with us its her personal problem...For that, we as her true frens, had to understand her...
Talking about your own problems, other people also have problems...
Sometimes I think, the more I think, the more my head will feel like bursting out anytime...
I will then get migraine...
That's my Life...
Sometimes, knowing 1 guy, u lost ur guy frens...
Never ever happened before in my Life...
But it was few weeks back that one by one came back to me and dissappeared...
A sign of wishing me good luck???
Or to give me a clearly view???
Everything their conversation was there...
I just can't understand myself...
My shadow is my accompany...Myself is my strength...My weakness is my heart...
My mind is the freedom...What more, I just don't know how to describe...
Right now, the only person I can depend on is myself...
Yes, myself...
Not even Lisa...
Because.....Insya'ALLAH, with my patience, sincere and clean heart...
I know...It's just a matter of time...