Time : 0600am
Date: 26 August 2007


What Life has bring me to...Where Life has bring me to...Who is the one that can understand me...I know there's only one person but will he be able to understand me again after all this hurts has happened?
Who can give me answer...? I will get to many answer but the only right answer is just from him...Ok then...Will just see...
Hhmmm...My off days is so no good that I think I will never take any off days anymore la...
Everytime, during my off days, I thought of relaxing and all but then always comes up a sad one or no mood one and I have to pretend here with my beloved that nothing has happened yet they still knew it...
Haiz...
What Life is...Only those who are u Truly Beloved will sense it...So what do I do later morning...
All I know now is that my eyes are heavy now...Can't carry them anymore...
But I just won't get a good sleep...Haiz...
Take Care all...
Sweet dreams & good morning...
SaLaam
Rabia

Time: 0435am
Date: 26 August 2007



Baby...Am so really sorry Baby...Please...
Baby...Actually...I don't really meant what I was saying...
Baby, don't u know that mostly angry people doesn't really mean what they says...
They just say because they really am so fed-up and just say everything uncoditionally...
Baby...U trust me Baby?
Then please...Im serious...
Do u believe in me...?
Baby...Why must we drag everything just like that...
Baby...Time is precious and yes I understand whatever I said really hurts u...
But won't u forgive me?
Ok fine, if u won't want to forgive me...It's ok...
I understand it really hurts u alot...It's ok...Even I can't forgive myself too but all is up to ALLAH s.w.t ...I will pray to HIM and ask the forgiveness...
U please...Don't worry about me...Im here worrying about U...
Baby...
Im not gonna drag this and just be with u like usual...The rest is up to u...
I will accept whatever u wants because remember whatever it is urs, I will also will agree with it...
I don't mind...It's ok...ILOVEUSOMUCH...
Please Baby...Why does every of my off days , I don't have the chance to even dream of us???
Why it's always full of sadness...???
If that's the case then, I think I will never take any off days...
Let me work all days straight...I just want to be happy with u...
That's all...Don't worry about me, my health or what so ever...Everything will be fine as long as u are happy...Ok...
I promise...I will hide each and everything that might goes or make u sad...
I will just swallow it and just take it as a medicine to another path...
Baby...I don't know what will happen...But if anything goes all unhappy same goes to u or me...
I promise that I'll regret every seconds because of a such mistake that I've made change everything...
And our Love is strong right? So where does it ends???
I thought True Love never ends...
Baby...ILOVEUBABY...
And also...I thought u said that I always have someone right???
And that someone is U , right??? My Baby Harinder???
Hhhmmm...If not then...I only have to tell everything to ALLAH...HE is always there for me u know...And yes u also...
As long as u have a clean heart and a very good person...Insya'ALLAH...Everything will be fine...
Hhhm...I just can't sleep...From just now till now it's already 5am...
Am just listening to some sad songs...Yea...
Im all sad anyways...
Honestly, I can't cried anymore...But tears just kept on dropping from my eyes...
Yes it hurts alot...And this hurts it's like a reminder of how hurt u are...
Let be all hurt....Maybe I deserve this hurt...
But I just want u to be happy...Because ur happy makes me feel so relieve...
Baby...All I just want to let u know...Just be happy and please don't drag all the sadness or negatives with us...Because...We never know whether there will be a day for us tomorrow...Kal Ho Na Ho...
SaLaam
Saat Shri Akal
ILOVEUALWAYS...
Tumhare Sirf Tumhare Rabia