Time: 0944am
Date: 13 April 2007


Everytime Im thiking of u...My Shariffudin M Raffi or anything which is relating to him will like comes either in my mind or lively...
I really don't know why...But I will always wait for my Shariffudin MR...
I really don't understand u Jaspal...It's hard for me to let u know...
But I still loves u...I don't want to lose u..I can even survive without u contacting me always but as for the bestfrenship...I want it that only with u...I can't lose and will not, don't want to lose u baby...
I swear I am not in love and will never be in love with u...Bestfrens always...
I just want u to feel the same feeling I had towards u because people around me that is my Loved ones keep on saying that u r just fooling around me...I really can't believe why do they have this sense of feeling but I hope its not the fact...The truth is that u really obey me and respect me as bestfrens...Right???
Im urs and ur mine...Always and forever...
I will always try to understand every of part that I don't understand on u or anything thats on urs...Don't worry...I just don't want to lose u my Jaspal...
Tum meri Jaspal...Sirf meri...
Mai bahut Tumse Pyaar kartihu aur tum bhi haan...
Take Care...
SaLaam
Rabia

Time: 0819am
Date: 13 April 2007


"Unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah


This lyrics is meant for u...
Rabia