Time:1050pm
Date: 13 November 2006


Ehm...I'm thinking and wondering what is Rafi doing now...WEll...I'm supposed from our confirmation that tommorrow we are going to meet but since yesterday night and today, there is no any messages from him...
What happened sey...Alamak...I malu la to meet him tommorrow...
Alamak...Wat should I told him...This is all my fault...Listened to guys some more...Oouh...What should I do...???
Just relax and wait for his SMS tommorrow or what...Said I cannot make it...
Ouh..I am going to be damn tired after school and rush all the way to Causeway Point...4 finish and confirm reach home before 5pm like that...
6 only I will left my house...Then about 7 only then I will reach Causeway Point...Ouh..I feel so bad la...Ask him to delay at school and u know...But I don't want a last minute change...Later he will think what la..Right...???
Nevermind..Just see what will happen tommorrow...And see how's the communication...But should I messaged him first or wat???
Nevermind..I ask my good fren later...
K la...
Till here...
Mua...
SaLaam...
Peace...
Rabia

Time:1029pm
Date:13 November 2006


Hhhmmmm...WEll...Today...Just otw by walking in to school, got this minah gang-Spoilers...Aiyo...Both of them so short...Then Plumish..Then wanna talk bout other people personal's Life...Oh YA ALLAH...
I was damn angry and curse and hope that they will never achieve any goals in their Life...They will regret in their Life forever...This will come true because they have done a very wrong and biggest mistake...
Why la u all...Ur mouth no insurance huh can say anyhow...
Cermin la diri sendiri tu...Diri dah macam gitu lagi nak mengata orang lain...Sedar la awak tu sape...So low class unimagine people...
Ununique...So bad-negatives mind-set peoples...Well...Who cares on them...
I'm not also going to waste even a tear drop of my Precious time towards this unrespectful people...They think highly of themselve...Hahahahha..They don't know that there are people who will laugh at them and even laughing at them right now...
Face like that already, still want to talk bout other people's personal...
At least my height and my body suits me not like them....(Not to talk big, but it's the fact yaar)
So..After that Co-op..Got this one lady customer...Haish...So UNPATIENCE...I don't know how and what's wrong with her...WEll..Not to waste my time on unprecious thing...Go to longkang la she....Hahahahaha...This is a school..Trained by students who is at least much more better want to learn and try out on new things..Not like u..UNPATIENDCE Lady...If I'm not wrong...She is also one of the minah gang -spoilers group...
HAhahahaha...Want to know why called them Spoiler???Because they always spoil people's moods...How unlucky to pass them or even see them...Better avoid...That's the good...
So..Besides that..In school...Today o.k... La...
But Mrs Tay was like not like her...Unuasual la...So that's all...But I understand...
K la...Till here all..
Take Care...
SaLaam...
Peace...
Rhya

Time:0740pm
Date:13 November 2006


WEll...Today oukh...But the happy part was go home early...Yea...That was the best part...Haiz...This Wednesday, after school go home atraight away and change all and after that meet Rafi at Causeway Point...In all the places...Causeway Point is the place he agree...Damn Boring...
I really hope even though in this world there's no one is Perfect but at least he will be smart...The right one as in...One of the type of guy that is my choices...
WEll..I am not wat but so very nervous....Scared....Hai...Hai....Hai...
Can't believe I'm going out to meet him this Wednesday and now is Monday so left two more days to go...Hopes all will be smooth between him and me.....Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
So...For today..All...are o.k...But during our 3 hours break there was rain...O.k..So soothing...Anyway, just now I managed to finish few more slides for the OIT project...So happy...So another bout 4-5 slides to go...But CDP...Haven't yet...Ouh...Must be starting to do tomorrow...Stress...Stress..Stress...
Insya'ALLAH I can cope and pass with statisfactionary(Amin).
K la...Till here...
Take Care All...
Mua...
Peace...
SaLaam...
Rabia

Time:1006am
Date: 12 November 2006

Well...Today morning really o.k...Suppose I have to work today but then I got something on with my aunt and family all...But luckily, I'm excused...
So...O.k...Later going out for Hari Raya...So..Just now my 2nd bro kena scolded from my dad....Hahahaha..Serve him right...Wanna know why?
He called me bad-vulgar words, as in 'rough'...That is Sundal in Malay and English means (Prostitude)
His mouth really arh.....Don't want people to called him names but he, himself called people...Serve him right...Hope he will learn his lesson...If still the same then I myself also don't know what to do...
Haish...Life been so questioned that the questioned is slowly increasing...
Patience is the solution to all...
Take Care...
Love...
Peace...
SaLaam...
Rabia

Time:1130pm
Date:11 November 2006


Hhhmmm..Today was the biggest happiest day of my Life...At morning was like quite boring but today it rained...So..Bout 2 almost to 3pm I went to my Busu house(aunt's house)
So they are lots of jealousy, happiness, laughter, stories...Very funny time...
So..As I was on the way to home...I and my mum, and my 3rd bro we took cab...
So as I was listening to my Mp3s-Hindi songs...So as I was listening...Suddenly I saw a some sort of a very fast-speeding Mercedes SLK well,I'm not that good at this high-class royal modern cars but yea..Something like that passed by the cab which I was taking...I was so shocked as from what I read and saw the pics of Shariffudin's car was something like that...So it was really a fast-speeding but I was not sure whether it was really him...My heart beat quite o.k...But was suddenly like numb...Like that...I really don't know why...But I really sincerely had feelings for him...
If I was about to tell u the whole Love story of mind...Well...It would be like...So unusual...Sad...Questioned...Yet...I'm also myself not sure...I really don't know why and so on...But well...I always prayed for the good of mine...Best of all...
This is Life...Like I said...This is Journey...So u have to be Patience is everything that u do or whatsoever...
Patience is the solution to all...I really sometimes advice others but my own can't take in...Well...Just relax...And pray for the best...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
K la...I am really deeply madly in Love I guess with him...Hahahahha...
I'm going crazy soon...If not than, numb maybe...
I'm very questioned right now...Can't concentrate...
Oh Ya ALLAH...Help me please...Thanx...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
Till here...
I don't know what's wrong with me...
Ouh...
Take Care All...
Peace...
Mua...
Love Rabia

Time:1108pm
Date:09/11/06


Wouh...Today is really stressing me..With projects have to complete...Haiz...After the Firday hand in one project then the following Monday just after the weekends must hand in another...
Haiz...Damn tiring la...Ouh..The thing for now is that I really missed Shariffudin MR...I really pray and hope that the time of our destiny meeting is nearer..Miss u Shariffudin MR...
But, there are one more sad thing and happy news for me too...
The sad first- My Pyaare Dosti: Vani is really having a big confusion of misunderstanding between herself and her parents...This is all because of a piece of the attendence slip of her on the OIT lesson...
I really hope everything will be alright soon...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
The happy news now- Is Rafi has messaged me back...He neva replied me as he was busy...That's y...He now wanna meet me..I really hope that he is a very smart-well-groom, romantic...Handsome...Not that but at least with good-looking person...Insya'ALLAH(Amin) Hopes our day meet will be the one of the memorable times in our Life..Well...Right now am SMS with him...Hahahahahha...I really dont know how and what's it is like to be...So nervous...Well..Frens only...
And now...Till here...But still got some prob with my mum...
She really.....She think I'll be jealous...Hahahahahaha...
Daughter...I am a good daughter...U know that...main hoon beti hu...
Kya hai voh...Bilkul saint or insane?
Hahahaha...Ashtaugrfirllah...
A mum doing this and say and hopes bad things on her daughter...
Hope whateva it is..Will go back yo her...I will wished like that if I am a very cruel bad daughter well..Thora thoda like her...But no..Let the bad pass far away and rest and forever good...Positiveness,good ones come to me...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
K la...Really waste my time talking bout it..Do many sins..Buat pe..Banyak dosa nanti kena tanggung...I'm not that type..I'm a person who is Patience with Limitations...
Till here..
Take Care All..
Mua...Love ...
SaLaam...
Rhya

Time:0911pm
Date: 08 November 2006

Dear Diary...
Ehm...Damn bored..Projects again...Many to hand in and not just that..All projects the date due are all nearer...Ouh...How's yaar...
Many projects to hand in...Must complete rush...Not much time yaar...
Insya'ALLAH I'll make it through...
Haiz...I remembered that time my Big Restaurant Manager said that she will talked it out with the duty-roster manager and gave me one month rest...
But..This week I kena put down to work...How is this possible...Don't want me to quit then can't even compromise for me...Oh Ya ALLAH...
This Sunday some more have to go out as the last round of Hari Raya and finish all my relatives place...Now is already the third week of Eid...
Time pass so fast...Sometimes, its hard to realise it...
Yea..Really..It's the fact...
EHm...Btw today o.k...Just bought new bag on Monday...Well...Oukh....Suits me that well yea...
Btw..My mum said that soon she wanna go and watch Dhoom 2...
YEa...So Happy...But not sure when...Guess around this week...
Well...My frens some are having their problems...Hope they will solve out positively(Amin)
K la...Till here..Need to do projects and researches...
Take Care All...
Peace...
SaLaam...
Rhya