Time: 0600am
Date: 12 October 2007



Why YA ALLAH...
Why...

I really Love him very much...And it's so hard for me to live without him...
I will suffer without him...I will die without him...
Yes My Harinder...

I don't care of anything else but only him...
Im so in LOVE with him that Im even afraid to lose him..
What will happen to me if he's gone forever...

I know it's hard at first but if u are really In Love then, nothing is hard..
It's all about ur Love...
Our Love..

I cried so worstly yesterday night and never even go to sleep...
Now, my eyes are so woundly swallon that it's obvious that everyone are able to notice that I cried worstly..

I don't know why but all I know is that Im in Love and I don't want to lose him...
I given all my heart completely and my life in him...
What will happen to me if he...
No, nothing like that will happen...NEVER...
Because I know that our Love are so strong and are very true...

Insya'ALLAH nothing will happen...

Baby, I know at times I did hurt u but please...
Im was just trying to clarify and make sure things out...That's all...
But whenever u felt like that...
I felt even more hurt than u feel because I have make My Love Life upset...

Baby, I truely deeply LOVE u very much...

Please My Baby..
I will always support u and will always be with u at anytimes and everytime...
I just Love u very much...


Anyways, I don't even have the mood to celebrate Eid...

I feel that my Life was paused for a while...For a moment..
And I feel so loss even now...

I think I will type till here...
I just feel so sad...
Going to break down again...

I miss him so much...

Everyday , I always miss him more that yesterday...

My Love for him keeps on growing...By seconds...

Take care all...

SaLaam


I Love My Harinder very much...