Time: 1030pm
Date: 27 September 2007


Shit shit shit...
Im so fed up with my Life...

Why does I am so stupid of repeating what that's I already promised??
What will my Baby will think of me again after all this???
I hurt him...
I hurt him again..
Am I a useless gal for him???
Is it always my fault...
Why do I always be in a situation like this...
Why YA ALLAH???
Help me...Please...

Im scared...
Im feeling all scared...
I broke down and crying to death till now...
When I talked with my guy, he is also...Crying more..
Im scared..Im scared what will My Harinder think of me after all this...




I hope he still am normal just like I am with him..
Im scared YA ALLAH...
Help me PLEASE...




YA ALLAH...
Please help me...I don't know why and what's wrong with me if Im the one who is the mistake...

I would do anything for him...For My Harinder...




I have no other reasons or anything to proof then maybe that's the only way for me to proof...
I am all ready but I know it's a big sin...

But will My Baby is the same as me???




???


IM SCARED...
IM SCARED...
IM SCARED...

What and how will he thinks of me after all this???

BABY...
BABY!!!



Yes Baby, I really mean it...

I really don't know what u gonna think of me after all this..

Im SCARED...




I LOVEU ALWAYS AND FOREVER...
Take care =' (

SaLaam