Time: 0404pm
Date: 7 May 2007
Haiz...I really just don't know what's wrong with my heart...
I just am bored...Im very fed up...I don't know why my heart insisted...His going off at July 13...Wish u all the best besty...
Don't be lazy...Hahahahaha.....
Well...My ties with him is just not as usual like what it used to be...
Im very fed up...I think he doesn't treat me like how I treat him... *sad*
Just feel likes...
I just feel like crying and sometimes I just cried...I broke down because this stubborness of my heart is so like what...
I don't understand my heart, I just can't understand myself...
I wish I will meet Shariffudin M Raffi as soon as possible...
Im very fedup with my besty...I think my ties with Jaspal will no longer be like what we used to be...
Sooner or later...I will get the answer...
Hopefully...It will be good for me because I had always and will always ask ALLAH for the best...We can be at our best but we can give our best...
So it's like we can't have the perfect but we can get at the best...
Sometimes Life will start at the new journey with a goodbye first...Well...This is all depends...
But I know, this will take sometimes and I'm prepared...Because, to get something u have to lose something and if it is especially for your own good and will get much more better...It's better I lose u...
Because I had always cure myself from missing u...
It's just better for me and you to move on...I believe in Life , one never stops meeting...Hopefully , if we are destiny to be together then we will continue either as what we are now or other...
It's hard for me now but I had no choice...My SMS u never reply...It's hard...I had no one else apart of u my dear but then...
I had patience for sometimes and will always patience till when I will be like usual...
I just had no choice now but then...From now onwards, I will do by following my heart...Whatever my heart says so, that's the answer...
I just let it be to ALLAH...
Insya'ALLAH my patience is worth-waiting...
U take care...
Take Care...
SaLaam
Rabia
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