Time: 0953pm
Date: 12 April 2007



HHHhhhhhmmmm....It's been a while since I last updated my blog...Many problems, many things happened.....I really don't know...I just tried myeslf to understand the situations but yes I did but why can't I just undestand you...I am very fed up with u .....I just wait for Shariffudin M Raffi now...Had enough with u but still am patience with u...Every one around me just can't take it...Im the one who is suffering and they are the ones who's in pain...They are the one who's feeling all those pain...I don't care whta others might said...But my heart is still there for a guy like u...That's what I don't understand the most...
Why Jas...I hate u Jas...But there's still space for u...It's like 'is a must' like that...Why...?????
I just love u Jas...But don't worry I swear that I will never Love a guy like u but u will always remain in my heart.....Bestfrens always but together, hopefully it will turn out to be true...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
It's ok with me but honestly, people around me said that I am like can do anything just not to lose u...Yes, it's the truth because My Life was and is so different without u here sometimes contacting me...
I don't care but even to be with u as a bestfren...I don't mind because I can do anything for u...This is what a real bestfrens means...Ok...Its hard to tell a person like u because I understand that we are different but I'm very sure that sooner or later u will understand and feel the same way like how I feel towards u from the past till now...I promise...Hopefully...Missing u too much already...Might be going crazy without u but hopefully no...Touchwood...
Take care...
SaLaam
Rabia