Time: 0838 am
Date: 8 Janaury 2007



Oh shit see la I typed it all I wanted to say but then everything was like gone...
Damn it...
O.k o.k...It's o.k...
I can start all over again...Nothing to worry about...
But guess what...Yester day I did go out with my Rahul Bhai...
OMG...It was like not what I think....All was like o.k....
But Im totally fed up with him....
He really mistaken me alot but I really happy that I met him but very regreted in my Life...
He was like....Oh Ya ALLAH...He do mistaken me...
O.k...
It's like this....
He thinks I have a heart as in wanted to tackle him but sorry...He keeps on saying Im younger...Well u know his age is 21 and Im 17+ so what...Anyway who wants to tackle u...OMG!!! He really lah...
Btw he also like praised himself and thats good but sometimes I was like o.k...I heard more on ur good deeds and I know that u r a good guy o.k chill...U knowsumthing like that...
But ovcerall I was damn fed up with him...really, honestly Im saying...
He likes a brother to me...O.k...Besides that, he is also my teacher...
The fact is that I really enjoy talking to him and that's all...Bas(Enough)...
He is great...very nice..And he admits that he does a lot of talking and yes he talks with me until o.k...That's nice...
I am really thankful of any or any compliment he gave but and so do I but of coz...That's the fact...So I think it's great to give people compliment sincerely...But I guessed he really mistaken me...Honestly, but I really don't know how to tell me..But I will just say it out not mentally but physically...U know like slowly go or like not used to be with them as usual..But I really don't know why...I really like him as fren- Bhai(bro)...
Hey Rahul bhai...U made me cry yesterday and I can't even sleep...Later I need to go to school...So, kind of tired...My eyes...
It's like an experience in my Life like this but not too worry, I appreciate it...Thank you...Coz to me...This is Life...So I believe that life has it's ups and downs...So...Im damn fedup...He believes that in this world there are 3 types of characthers but to me there are many coz people born to be themselves so I really have met alot and he is one of them...
So I think...Its just I have to u know...Kuch Na Kaho with him...maybe, after knowing the reality, I know its good to know the truth so that u r ready and know how, which, where and where as in at certain times whether u can be that close to this person or not...So after all...fren is a fren...Nothing can't change unless u r destint to be together then depends but not I and him...I really never felt or feel anything but very happy but just regreted...well...Why regreted...Ehmm...I did just mention out but not all...Just some...Coz I think not point talking on it...Right...i can meet many smart-grooming guys who are u know as in my type perfectly...well...
Life is so perfect that nothing turns out to be the one...
So that was my quote and it was from me...honestly, I didn't copy or whatever anyone...
Well...Like I said most who knows me called me Philosopher so I quite happy with my philosophies...
I really thinks 'deep' on anything in Life coz thats the way to make things understand clearly out...
So I think like I said- people are born to be themselves so whats the hurry or whatsoever....k la...Till here...Need to go to school....
Miss ya Loads...
SMR...
My one and only...
Take care...
SaLaam...
Rabia