Time: 1140pm
Date: 13 January 2007



Erhm...Today at work everything was fine...SyukurAlhamdullillah...My sales was lot improvement and thanx to the help of Ju...I hope, as days goes by, my sales target will improve(Amin)...
Btw...This Rafi thing is making me sickening as time pass by...From morning I SMSed him, no reply and called his h/p was off...Then my break time, also no reply from him, also I msg him and not just that I called him, two times no answer, then Dev, 3 times also no answer than at last my mum, also no answer...Now, I SMS him direct, straight forward and it was like my frens all supported me...Thanx to my bro-Redwan who gave me the idea...
This was how I SMSed him-
"Hey Rafi...What has happen???Even I, myself also have no idea... =(
Can u call me at least please...If later, then at least reply my msg...And is it am I being pathetic to u..???If yes, just tell me...And I will let it leave as a history...Mera vaada hai yeh..I don't like being and remember a person which are not interest in me...Tell the truth!!!"
I really hope, really really hope, for once he is going to reveal me his truthness...Im damn feed-up, I regreted...I felt like, this was a part of history...All memorable ones are changing to history...I cant believe it...Why, why have I to cry for stupid reason like U-Rafi...???Why, why am I thinking of u here and then...Why why...WHy!!!I promise...If u never msg me again...I promise that u never exist in my Life...U r just a crap which I pass through in my Journey of Life...Im gonna proof to u...What type of girl, a woman, a person am I...Dont be too late and regreted...I promise u...I promise...And this I promise...It's gonna be a shock thing and more suprisingly in ur Life...DOnt tell and say that Im the one who are what but remember, u ask for it...Im fine with it...My Life...My Journey doesn't end and stops with u...Life has to move on not like a car...But it's like a petrol which drives the car...Make the car moves eventhough there is a steer in it...What can it do if there is no petrol...Am I right...Well...All is up to individual's opinion...And option...But, that's the truth anyway...I promise...If, there's a will...There's a way...And I promise not to fall for you and your everything...U r gonna be like a dust which will appear and gone like that...Even though it makes us sickening...There's a medicine and cleaning it up will get clear and good...That's what I mean...I really had enough of you...Im not even grateful but regreted, regreted in My Life of meeting a person like u...Whatever happens in the future...I hope if we are destiny to 'meet' each other again...I promise u that I will never be serious and turn back like how I already gave u this chance...I promise...I swear...I will never regret coz, right now, I already feel regreted in My Life...U r the regreted and rejected in MY Life...U know how to make me that...I think if I weren't have met u, something is different now...Maybe, u wanna go for a girl which is very pretty, with heights, a fresh complexion...Hahahahaha...To me, u r just a guy who are no much different from others but ur personality is the thing which are different from what I thought...I just can't imagine it that I was destinied to know u..I mean, fated...But it's fate, what to do...Think carefully and see whether that guy is good or not for you...After this, I think, it's not...Not at all...Because, promise different and saying different...All different...Better don't go on with him...Later what u think different and happens the other way round...I really regreted in My Life...Im very sad...Honestly,Sincerely,And no trust for a guy like u anymore...I promise...That whatever, I typed, it's the truth and honest, sincere and from heart...This is what I feel, what I think and what I benefit after doing and having feelings , pain of u...I have not much to say...But I will never trust a guy like u...Not in My Life...Forever...
Mera Vaada hai yeh...
Take Care...
Peace...
SaLaam...
Rabia