Time: 0240 pm
Date: 8 January 2007
Well...I was very brilliantly happy coz I meet Vani and Tynie...Lisa I met already the day before yesterday...Hahahahaha...But before bidding each othr we wish all of our mates and frens good luck especially I hug Tynie, Vani, Lisa nad Ivy...Hahahahaha...It was like everyone like go on their ways...Quite sad and very touchy...They are the good frens and even though if to find some outsiders, honestly, no one can neva ever replace a fren like them especially Vani, & Lisa- my 2 dearies...
Ehm...Sometimes, I felt crying...Anyway, u know in Life u sometimes the peoples which u think its ur fate u know the good ones but sometimes its the other way round u know...Liek how I think this guy were...Even though Im grateful but there are regretness of my foolishness...Anyway, after all, human beings will always be human beings....that's why mistakes is a still can't be untie from us...
I really feel great coz of the leraning Hindi but other than that, I regret u know...I really appreciate it but sometimes u know...I understand we meet different type of people but u know sometimes we are not made for each other even though as a fren...I really don't know why...But just keep missing him...
U know..Maybe this will take probaly a few days only..Ala...He also no difference from all the guys I met so far...But the looks...O.k...And attitude...O.k o.k La...But very generous to help for free...
So...Anyway, I m really happy..Mai bahut bahut khushi hui kyunki I got a job which is nearby to my home and its still in a one town just a 4 stops away...Yeayea...SyukurAlhamdullillah...its at WestMall...Really hope got my sizes...Insya'ALLAH(Amin)
Erhm...Life is so Pace that nothing turns out to be that pace...Peace...O.k..There's a need to be a paece if not then how r u going to have a very good relax Life ryt...
Btw I think...Tomorrow I will be starting a new job so hope everything will be fine to me and all my classmates too...
Miss them loads yaar...
Ehm..Anyway I really think I better learn Hindi alone...
Im damn fed up man...
I think, I better don't contact him at all la...
What for la...Stress my Life...Im damn stupid man...
But the truth was that the way he 'serve' me as in the way he talked sent SMSes all, he like called me Jaan...And Im not that cheap for any guys to call me that...I have honour and not just a simply girl to fool around...
Byebye Rahul...Life must go on...
I really appreciate it all...maybe it's just u I think which are not in the same 'line' I guess...if probably we are still fated to be frens then frens if not then I juat hacked care...But I know that u really have guide me in Hindi...
So I really appreciate and wish u good luck repeatedly but not even wishing me good luck for my IAP(Industrial Attachment Programme)...
U really lah...I think why u don't have the guts just to say u don't like me...Hey I really know a person's reaction towards me...But then..It's not 100% confirm...I really don't know...I bet u must be desperate...Hahahahaha.....
Go to heaven la u...Bye bye...
I think I can't say anything with a full stop(.), coz let it be with a comer(,) coz Im a very fast forgive and forget person...Sometimes I think but yes its true that yesterday after putting down the phone...I cry...I was like damn sad u know...But its good to know the truth coz u can know how to keep in touch with that person or not...The distance between u and the person...
Im very really out of mood now...Well...K la, later at night continue...
Take Care all...
I really need to take some rest...Too much thinking not missing,hope so not...
Peace...
SaLaam...
Rabia
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