Time:0800pm
Date:15/10/2006

Hhhhmmm...Very bored...Well...What I mean is that you know yesterday , I read the news on Wade Robson in Singapore for an OverDrive competitions...Well...There's a few of his pics and these are the site you can take a look-www.esplanadeyouths.com
Just by seeing the pictures all...U will like-oh...It's unbelievable...U know especially for those girls out there who are still crazy for him even though he's now married...
Well...The fact is that I am really 'into' him...Seriously...Doesn't care whether he's single or even married now coz of his 'styles', his 'moves'...U know the way he choreograph his dance is so different and indefferent that you feels like get into the groove along with him...
I am so like sad and pity me that I didn't get that chance to meet Shah Rukh Khan, Hrithik Roshan and now is Wade Robson...But whatever I know that my patience will be paid off..Coz I am a Patience person...Honestly, that's part of my real character...There ain't no other thing which can make me so angry or what more than that because I have this character inside me...Deeply...Of this too king person here that makes me be Patience for a long time period.....I know that my Dreams...Hopes...Wishes will come true if I have that Patience...
Because if u realise and its the fact as mostly...Patiece is the thing that leads to everything...
There's also a sad news for me today...Was quite angry and feels sad...But as my Patience...I have that keeps me calm down...
My Bursary Award worth $800 has already been transfered to my account and my dad borrowed me $50...
I am damd fed-up...Sincerely talking...Even I , myself doesn't use that money...I keep it as part of my savings as I want to use somethings which its important and matters to me only...
I cried all way and my grandmum-my dad's mum...She comfort me...Because sometimes...I just can't take it with my dad's behaviour...
You know...I mean...It's hard for me to tell u how and what has happened...Long story...Really emotional...
I think...What's past is past.....
But some people said that because of 'past' that brings now...The future...
Wheresle some people said that the 'past' is the 'past' but the future we can change if we want to...
So it's like so call- improvements...
I really not sure...
All I left to do is to pray and complain it to ALLAH...HE's everything to me...
No one I left in this world to complain besides my mum except family matters...
Well...I know this is Life...
This is a Journey of Life...
But at times...ouh...It's really hard to tell...To understand...To explain...
Well.....Have to pray now...Continue later...
Take Care All...
Mua...
Peace...
Rabia